how to start

I really want to write something about what happened. To tell it all here so that it wouldn’t be that hard for me inside – but I don’t know how to start it! I don’t think there was even a start for that story after all. All I know is that I’m trying to get over it and I keep on telling myself also to get over it but until now I don’t think I’m over it somehow. Confusing right? But that’s it. I even decided not to update my accounts in the Internet for a month just so I can get over those things. One thing remains - it’s still there. And it feels like everything keeps reminding me of it.