Hurt

Her laughter kills my heart,
With smiles that ruins mine.
Perfectly when together,
That’s what they seem to be.
If change of time I may,
Don’t let them cross my way.
For I’d give anything and everything,
Just to avoid now the hurt that I’m feeling.

Forgetting

People cry for some reason,
And so am I.
Anger kills my heart,
And so is my mind.
I want to shout at them,
Curse them with all my might.
Tear them into million pieces,
Throw them far away.
Release them from my chain,
To let them run from me.
Hoping not to see them,Buried them in my memory.

Enough is enough!

The string was broken,
The patience was gone.
Scattered on the floor,
Circling on my feet.
Droplets of water came,
Running from closed eyes.
As the teardrops flow,
Joining the broken trust.
Darkness fills the emptiness,
Reaping my heart with pain.
Friendship once was bonded,
With strings now left nowhere.

Disappointed

I wasn’t expecting that things would change somehow. But it seems that it won’t now. I thought it was just I thinking that way but I know that someone is also feeling the same way as I do with things. She might not tell it but I know that she feels the same way. We’re both in the same situation. She doesn’t even have to speak ‘cause as far as I’m concern I know what she’s feeling. Knowing her for all these years makes me understand each and every action that she does. She may have been one of the nicest and strongest people that I know but every time I see her eyes on them makes me want to tell her that I feel the same way.

We can’t do anything about it. Because that’s just the way things are done around us. But somehow it feels like something is wrong and it just don’t feel right. All we can do is to sit there and then and stay quiet, while looking at them, how they laugh and how they seem to be perfect together. Having us in the picture won’t make any difference at all.

How I wish I had somewhere to go to during those times. Times that I feel like running away from them and hoping that they’ll never see me again. But it won’t make a difference as I said, whether I was there or not, things are just the same, always been the same.

Sometimes I wish that I never met them then things for me might have been better. Then I wouldn’t be hurt like this. I wouldn’t be crying like this. But I’m also grateful that I met them, because it is them that make me realized how life can be so unfair sometimes and how I have to live my life without always thinking about them.

Missing Harry...

Finally, I finished the final book of HP. Actually, I finished it weeks ago but I was just too busy to say something about it. (As everybody knows I’m a fourth year student and being one just makes me so busy!) So I decided to have at least some comment about the book. This maybe sooo late compared to those other fanatics who have wrote something about the book just after they read it. Well, another reason was because I was not able to get a copy of the book at the very day it was released (Unfortunate enough for me).


Well, I wasn’t really thinking that it was the last and final book of HP, not until I reached the last two to three pages of the book, then there it hit me! This really is the last one! And I just can’t believe it! I can even remember the first time I held the first book in my hands and it’s just so bad to be true to see myself reading the last pages of the book that would end it all! I’ve realized that I don’t really want the book to end!!!! I want more! And I think I’ll never get enough of HP as long as it exists! So please J.K. would you mind if you gave the HP another round? Or how about another seven books, I say? It would really be kind of you if you would do it. I would really appreciate it. Please? I can even remember that I almost went teary eyed as I finished the book! I know HP would not just end there but having this idea that there wouldn’t be another book after the 7th book is really frustrating enough!!! Gosh!

Well, all I can say is that – I LOVE ALL THE HARRY POTTER BOOKS!

If this really is the end of it all (and hope that it’s not!), I think it is just enough to say thank you to everyone who had supported HP through it all!!!

And of course J.K. for doing it a hit again this time around!!! (‘still hoping for more!)

Job well done! Congratulations!

And to us!!! Congratulations!!! For finishing the book and being a loyal fan and supporter, hahaha!

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I just realized that I was really bad for saying those things about some people here in my blog. I’ve read an article that was written by “someone” telling about how she was affected by those write ups saying bad things about her. I really felt bad about it. It’s not that I actually wrote some of them; it’s just that I thought of the same situation happening to me. Maybe I’ll feel really bad too. So I’ve decided to be careful to those things that I’m posting in here. They may hurt the feelings of those that read it without me noticing it. For those people who may have been offended by my posts (if ever there are any) I’m sorry. I just have the tendency to be emotional at times and never thought of what I’m writing in here and what I’m doing.