dream

Sometimes you’re living in a dream that you have created. Living there makes you feel happy, thinking about the things that you wanted to happen in your life. That dream, is the most beautiful place for you and the happiest. But sometimes we’re living in a dream too long that we find ourselves hard to get out and find our way back to the real world.

annoyed

We’ve waited for him for almost 4 hours! And it was just so ANNOYING!!! Why can't he just tell us that he's going to be late? Why does he have to tell us that he's on his way to school when the truth is that he's still at home and just woke up from a very deep sleep! He makes us so stupid there waiting for him (sorry for the word but I’m just so annoyed with what he is doing to our class!) he's a professor and he's supposed to have professionalism! But with what I’m seeing?! No he doesn’t have any of it at all. Once maybe enough but doing it twice is just too much. It wasn’t twice really maybe hundred times to be exact. And what I can’t get is that why do we always forgive him and treat him nicely?! Or is it because he’s good looking? He’s intelligent? Or is it because he’s always late? I don’t know. Even I forget it all the moment he smiles! Grrrr.. But this time it’s enough!!! I just wish him luck in his career. ‘Hope he’ll not wake up one day finding that he doesn’t have any job at all…

late

We’ve been going home so late this week...it's because we're finishing our Oracle project...for the whole week, we've been doing it and it's good we finally finished it today!...it was tiring but the effort was much paid off...not to count the sleepless nights...it's our midterm examination this coming week and isn't it just so fast the way days passed by nowadays...the month's over and here comes February...valentine's day..(So what?!)...i just hope it's already the last week of march so i don't have to think about anything at all...

change

Things are starting to change...people are starting to change...even I, myself is starting to change...even the people around me seems to be changing more everyday...and i can't do nothing about it...it feels as if changes are really part of one's life, but why does it have to exists? why do people,feelings,things, emotions and even friendship have to change?...why?...why do human do one thing and then changes it after they had learned that they don'y want it anymore, that they can't get anything from them at all...changes may be for the better of the most but sometimes changes just make my life miserable and more lonely than before...but i'm used to it, everyone who knows me well knows that i'm really used to it, so there's no big deal after all. That's what they think...I think I'm the best pretender the world has ever have!...I hate pretenders but I am a great one too. funny?, maybe, that's me...I can say that I'm ok when I'm not, I can say that I'm happy eventhough it's not true...I can say that everything's fine though I'm breaking and hurting inside...there's so many things that i can do though i don't feel like doing it...that's what I'm feeling now...I feel like shouting and telling everybody how i hate them and curse them to the top of my lungs...but though I wanted to do it, I still can't...I just can't...but just like what someone had told me it turns out to one thing----LYING IS NOT THE SAME AS HIDING A SECRET....-ANG PAGSISINUNGALING AY IBANG-IBA SA PAGTATAGO NG SIKRETO....

sad

a friend of mine passed away this last saturday...it was this monday morning that we heard about the news...we were shock about it and didn't believe it at first...then we started to contact certain person, his other friends and especially his mom...that's when we've learned that it was really true...he's gone and it was hard to accept...as if it's just the other day that he's around, laughing and making jokes with some of his other close friends...but now, he's nowhere to be found... we went to their house yesterday, still not believing that it could be true...maybe it was just a joke(honestly, that's what i was thinking) that maybe once were there he'll welcome us and tell us that it was just a very "big" joke...but it wasn't...the moment i saw him there...i knew it... he's really gone...i'm sad with what happened because i think i've not been good to him when he's still here...you see, most of the time he play jokes on me...there was even once that he texted me and i didn't even cared to reply...i already ask for his forgiveness for all the wrong doings that i may have done to him...hope he's already happy wherever he is...thanks for the happy memories...thank you.

long time no write

hahahaha...i don't have much time this past few weeks, the year was finished without me noticing it has ever start. Hay...i was busy doing this and doing that...we even have the prelim exams before our christmas vacation...well, my exams weren't that bad, i was expecting the results that way...2006 is over and here comes 2007!...i hope this year would be better than the previous year,i'm not saying that 2006 was bad it was just worst! joke! in fact it was one of the best...anyways, me and my friends had this new addiction to some kind of a korean novela (we always do!) hahaha. it was just yesterday when one of my friends decided to buy a dvd of the said korean novela and we decided to watch at our house. It was fun. We were almost screaming at the top of our lungs for every romantic scene. Hahaha. It was nice nobody was there to check up on us. We were free, well not really. We're still third year college and still dependent on our parents. Well that's it! i have nothing more to say. there are so many things that happened but i can't tell them all at the same time, better find other time for me to do it. well that's for today... bye. God Bless...