Sunday, October 15, 2006

Broken Friendship

Broken Friendship
A tear is shed for broken hearts,
As Faithful friends, do depart,
A wasted bond which has been spun,
Weakened, battered and undone,
And always vengeance in the way,
But still their tears drop, day by day,
Wishing things could mend and heal,
But anger is all they wish to feel,
Scared to admit that they may long,
To one day, fix the things gone wrong.
But till the day of mended pain,
Both shall struggle to maintain,
Their ignorance to their mistakes,
Their empty care that friends did break,
No one knows, what future holds,
But two true friends do unfold,
It came so quick,
without demand,
But as for now,
it’s in their hands,
For neither knows what other feels,
But both must know what all is real,
The memories of the endless times,
The pain that seems in constant rhyme,
The mending power which they confer,
The reality of longing for,
And now lies the day which needs an end,
To leave it stay as broken friends,
Or to work for things that they do long,
But either way,
they should move on.

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Letting go

Letting go
I am feeling a whole lot better,
Than I was the other day,
Thank you for your help,
That is what I want to say,
Brought me round to thinking,
That what I did was wrong,
Although we are not talking,
You still helped me get along,
I want you to know I am sorry,
I mean it from my heart,
For every stupid thing I did,
To make us drift apart,
I care about you very much,
You will always be a part of me,I
will make something of myself,
Now you just wait and see,
I will keep on dreaming,
That I meant something to you,
For this does give me comfort,
And it helps to get me through,
I am such a pain in the ****,
But I will try my very best,
To let you get on with your life,
And give you a bit of rest,
Remember all my good points,
If there are any that you know,
Please forget all the bad ones,
Before you turn away and go,
I know that you have left me,
I cannot promise not to cry,
But I do love you my friend,
I guess this is my last goodbye.

Friday, October 13, 2006

My Beautiful Friend

My Beautiful Friend
You made me laugh when I cried so hard
You gave me bracelets to cover my scars
You held me close when I was so cold
You offered a comforting hand to hold
You picked me up whenever I fell
You showed me heaven when I was blinded by hell
You answered my calls in the darkened night
You gave me the reasons to hold on and fight
You rescued me when I was drowning in pain
You placed me back on the right path again
You loved me forever and stayed by my side
You entered my heart as an angel to guide
You may not be with me so much anymore
But I know you will leave open a beckoning door
I miss you so much but I'll fight till the end
I love you so much

Thursday, October 12, 2006

since u been gone

SINCE U BEEN GONE
Here's the thing
We started out friends
It was cool
But it was all pretend
Yeah, yeah
Since you been gone
You dedicated,
you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah, yeah
Since you been gone
And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I picture me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say
But since you been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on yeah, yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get what I want
Since you been gone
How can I put it
You put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah, yeah
Since you been gone
How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way
But since you been gone I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on yeah, yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get, I get what I want
Since you been goneY
ou had your chance, you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth
I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again
since you been gone
(Since you been gone)
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on yeah, yeah
Thanks to you
(Thanks to you)
Now I get, I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on yeah, yeah
Thanks to you(Thanks to you)
Now I get, I get
Cause you know that I get
I get what I want
Since you been gone
Since you been gone
Since you been gone

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

gone

GONE
What you see is not what you get,
With you there's just no measurement,
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there.
Your eyes, they sparkle,
That's all changed,
Into lies that drop like acid rain,
You washed away the best of me,
You don't care.
You know you did it,
I'm gone,
To find someone to live for in this world,
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight,
Just a bridge that I gotta burn.
You were wrong,
If you think you can walk right through my door,
That is just so you,
Coming back when I've finally moved on,
I'm already gone.
Sometimes shattered,
Never open
Nothing matters,
When you're broken,
That was me when ever I was with you.
Always ending,
Always over,
Back and forth,
Up and down,
Like a roller coaster,
I am breaking that habit today.
You know you did it,
I'm gone,
To find someone to live for in this world,
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight,
Just a bridge that I gotta burn.
You were wrong,
If you think you can walk right through my door,
That is just so you,
Coming back when I've finally moved on,
I'm already gone.
There is nothing you can say,
"Sorry" doesn't cut it, babe,
Take the hit and walk away,
Cause I'm gone.
Doesn't matter what you do,
It's what you did that's hurting you,
All I needed was the truth,
Now I'm gone.
What you see is not what you get,
What you see is not what you get.
You know you did it, I'm gone,
To find someone to live for in this world,
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight,
Just a bridge that I gotta burn.
You were wrong,
If you think you can walk right through my door,
That is just so you,
Coming back when I've finally moved on,
I'm already gone.
I'm already gone.
Oh, I'm already gone,
Gone, gone, already gone,
I'm gone

Monday, October 09, 2006

thankful

THANKFUL
You know my soul
you know everything about me there's to know
you know my heart
how to make me stop & how to make me go
you should know I love everything about you don't you know
that I'm thankful
for the blessing
and the lessons that I've learned w/you
by my side
that I'm thankful so thankful for the love
that you keep bringing in my life
in my life
Thankful so thankful
You know my thoughts before I open up my mouth & try to speak
you know my dreams
must be listening when I'm talking in my sleep
I hope you know I love having you around me don't you know
that I'm thankful for the blessing
and the lessons that I've learned w/youby my side
that I'm thankful so thankful for the love
that you keep bringing in my life in my life
Don't you know that I'm thankful for the moment when I'm down you always know how to make me smile
thankful for the moments & the joy that you're bringing to my life
for the lessons that I've learned
for the trouble I've known
for the heartache & pain
that you've thrown my way
when I didn't think I could go on
but you made me feel strong
with you I am never alone
thankful so thankful
thankful for the blessing
and the lessons that I've learned w/you
by my side
that I'm thankful so thankful for the love
that you keep bringing in my life in my life
thankful so thankful
when I'm down you always know how to make me smile
thankful for the joys that your bringing to my life
thankful so thankful