left alone...

I still remember when you first entered the class, you were wearing that polo shirt and by the looks of it I think we're going to like you. And we did. We liked you and will continue to like you eventhough you left our class. It hurts you know?! You left us with no apparent reason, you said that you left us because another professor is coming in the school and the only free schedule that she has is that one in the same time we held our class. I just wanted to ask you this "Why did you have to give-up us,of all the classes that you have,why us!?!"You said you like our section, of course you do! Is that the reason why you have to give-up us?! I don't believe you the moment you said that you like us! You never liked us! You never did! It may sounds weird but I just don't understand your reasons. Am I over reacting?! Maybe I am, but who cares?!. All I wanted to tell you I can only write it in here. I just wish you never told us in our first meeting that promise that we're going to learn more from you. Now what?! Can we still learn more from you when you left us already. Things would never be the same again,that's all I can tell you. You said that you will still be there around whenever we need you but I don't think so. When you're still with us we have this fear of approaching you because you seems to be not approachable at all, and you expect us now to approach you, now that you're not with us?! What the hell are you thinking!!! I wanted to tell you honestly that those time that you're with the class I never appreciated you, in short I never liked you. But as days passed by I started to appreciate your teaching skills and I started to appreciatte you. Now I have proven again that we can only appreciate the things that we have the moment that they are gone. I think I'm just so affected by your decision like all of my classmates. Still I want to thank you for every knowledge that you have shared with us. Thanks, Sir Alvin!

another day is gone...

another day is gone...
hahaha!!! from Michael Jackson's song "You are not alone"...After what I have revealed on my last post I'm on my way to moving on, after I fin'lly realized that it's not the thing that should bother me right now...There are these things that I should be much paying attention to and unfortunately this is not it..(but why does it keep on affecting me though I'm saying that it is nothing!)..hahaha...I just can't help but laugh at myself and think why am I like this...Guess where I am right now?! I'm spending my free time with these two people here at the library making our blog! This is my last free hour to use this internet access here! Isn't it sad?! We, students have only three free hours to use the internet each semester and it's not worth the tuition that we are paying!'Hope they can read this! Can't you see how poor the school is! And beside the fact that our laboratory has internet access still it is not fast enough! You'll be spending 36 years before you can get connected to the internet. So I'd rather go to Netopia! So why am I here right now?! It is because our professor is absent! How great!!! 'Hope every Tuesday would be like this one!!! But I like the professor though he seems to hate all of us! Sorry sir, Peace!!!

too_emotional

This could be the longest post I'm going to make. Why?! Because right now different things keep on going on my mind. I hate myself when I'm like this, I keep on hoping for something to happen when I am well aware of that it will never happen. You see, I'm tired of hoping and waiting! I'm just tired of this thing that keep on happening. I never learned! I keep on falling for someone that I knew would never like me! I just hate it. 'wish I could teach myself who to fall for and what to do whenever I'm like this. I wasn't supposed to tell anyone about this blog but they insisted to know it so I gave it to them.(To you two people out there just don't try to mention all about this out loud, ok?! thanks!) I was feeling this for someone and just when I thought I was not interested on him anymore I keep on acting as if I am. I can't even understand myself. (You still don't know lot of things about me.I'll just leave this for you to guess who's the mystery guy is!). I just need some help right now. It's just keep on ruining my day whenever I feel this. I need someone to tell me to stop all this. I have spent so many tears crying for this.
Well let's just go to another interesting topic!!!! Ate Lorie's Birthday!!! It was so fun just hanging out with your friends drinking Mcfloat and some fries, it's the best! Promise just try it! It's fun while watching two lovers in front of you who just wanted to kiss each other but just can't because you and you're friends are there watching them and waiting for the next thing they would do right there and then!!! Well it's their thing but how I wish they would find some place more private! I just don't feel like it. But it's their thing not mine, but it was fun though!!! Next thing I would suggest would be for you to go try videoke with your friends it's so much fun!!! And singing all the songs that you all know with matching songs of F4 and some tagalog songs too. It may sounds "baduy" but I'm telling you it's fun!!! And a tip don't dare go somewhere far away from your friends when you're in a mall together, you may lose each other and just see each other next morning at school, it's hard looking for someone missing or rather for the one who hides. Also try to get a new look, it's fun! Especially when all of you have the same look!!! This week was a very happy one, though I have some problems in myself I am able to forget all of it. Thanks Friends!!! You're the best.
I think I just have to stop hoping and wishing for that thing.It will never happen, never.
Try to watch this!
And this also!

roller coaster ride.

This week has been like a roller coaster ride,the most

unexpected things happened at home and even at

school.

I thought it would never be like the same again...

That it would ruin everything that we had tried to built...

But it didn't, and I'm glad!

It's nice things are going back the way they used to be.

And I know little by little things will be right again.

Maybe all we need is time.

Everything has the right time and the right place.

I just hope it would be over soon because I'm not used to

this.

Am I that bad enough to let this things happen to me?

Well I guess everything happen for a reason and

whatever reason it is no one knows it's just Him up there

who knows it.

Well ,this is really one of the tough week that I had in my entire life!

Different questions starts to

pop-up on my mind right now.

What if..?

What should have...?

What could have...?

What would have...?

That sort of thing.

Well I just wish myself a happy weekend

ahead of me and everyone!!!

already mad.

I've been surfing the net hoping to find anything related to
what i have discovered about daniel's girl but sad to say

until now i haven't seen anything and it's driving me mad!
Can anyone please tell me if that girl in the photo is really

daniel's girlfriend?!!! I just can't imagine her and daniel

being together! I just wish it was emma rather than that

girl! Sorry, but I don't like her really!!!

day 1...

first day...
nothing special...
the worst news of the day

was discovering a new girl in daniel's life...
huh?!..
isn't it so shocking?!..
daniel have this other girlfriend...
well, whatever!..
i guess i just have to check it up myself...
i need to know it..
and it should be fast...